Nights Walk.
There are Moments
in your life that you never want to change or would always like to remember.
Those are the moments we all live for and those are the moments that form life.
So here is the most important moment from an imaginary persons life.
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I was walking with her on that
empty road. I looked at the clock in my cell phone it was 9:50 pm. Though
it wasn't that late but still in those outskirts of the city nature sleeps
early.
I looked at her and thought of how
we cooked our dinner a little early to be able to have this walk together.
'hey, you informed your friend that
you are with me and will be a little late?' I asked her to which she simply
nodded with a soft yes.
In that darkness of the night I was
just giving her company to the walk to her dorm, which was a kilometer or so
away from my rented flat.
At the bell's bridge she asked me
to stop, holding my arm she dragged me towards the railings of the bridge. I
wanted to tell her that it was late but I couldn't utter a word after seeing a
smile on her face. Instead my eyes fell upon her dimples and I could not
imagine it being a defect as it is scientifically said to be.
Then I looked at the river that
seemed to spread till infinity. The soft winds in that dark spring night were
so heavenly and her open hair were flowing with them.
'you see that?' she asked.
'hmmm?' I responded for I had no
idea what she wanted me to see.
'look at those city lights' she
said so softly pointing towards that bright patch of lights long across the
river. 'how beautiful they are it looks as if we are standing across from some
blank space full of stars and the place we are standing on is the only
surface.' she added.
' Yeah And someone is adding little
more beauty in all this.' I replied quite boldly.
'ohh, kon hai ji!' just hearing her
speak in Hindi gives me some kind of happiness that is hard to explain, I don't
know why. But what makes me ever happier is seeing her blush and even though it
was dark out here I knew it was there.
she brushed her fingers with mine
that sat on the railing, I could feel the spark that came whenever she touched
me.
'The same one whose every touch
makes me mad.' I replied slowly looking at our fingers that had been linked
together. I don't really know why but my statement had created a Silent bubble
around us. It was as silent as that black night and the most interesting thing
was that there was a romance air around us which was a beautiful contrast with
the darkness.
She looked at me with her beautiful
dark eyes with such truthfulness and curiosity as if they were the only true
thing in this whole world. Her curiosity broke the silence with the question,
‘how much mad?’ with a little breathless and maybe shaky voice.
My fingers were still wrapped
around hers, So I told her ‘I don’t know, or maybe I just can’t turn that
feeling in words for I am afraid that then they will be bound to just those
synonyms even when they would mean a lot more.’ I don’t know how but my fingers
were somehow helping her hair in making their way behind her ear. As if it were
a movie. And I don’t know what to say but I know like her nature, her hair were
free and flowing with the silent musical wind as if I didn’t even touch them. And
so were her gold ear rings.
I tried again, she didn’t comment
or say anything but when I kept them back there I wanted to see her face and I
placed my palms on her neck, the only thing not letting us touch were her hair
in-between them.
I knew she felt a madness too. Her
breathlessness was a proof. But I could not move my palm for her hair would
move again and her eyes were close now, I didn’t know what was to be done. I
needed some approval, encouragement or something sign only her eyes could show.
A moment later she opened her eyes
and it was as if the moment had passed or maybe the moment she needed to
compose herself was the one that had passed. And now her eyes were closed off
even when they were open. I don’t know how many moments did
it take me to get over that irony.
‘I think we will be late if we don’t
leave now.’ Her that statement was as closed off as her eyes. But with that
statement we could not do anything but leave our silent romantic bubble on surface
across that blank space full of stars.
We carried on our walk. Along the
walk I could feel as if our bubble was returning but this time it bought the
youthfulness and the beauty that was surrounding us. It was lovely. It was
heavenly. It was something more.
Even the silence that was present
there seemed to be madly in love with that night. And yet again we were holding
hands, it was the closest thing to love. Atleast for me. Only thing I could
hear along with the wind was my heart and I think it took part in a marathon
that night. Other things that could be heard were our foot steps and a slow sound
of traffic far away.
‘The hostel will be open, right?’ I
asked her. Trying to start a new conversation.
‘Hmmm. I think yes’ was her only
reply which lead to nothing but prolonged silence.
Few minutes later we were had
almost reached her Dorm. It was about 50 meters from where we stood. The main
gates were locked so she called her friend to find out more about it.
Her friend informed us that the
caretaker had to close the gates because some university head had arrived
tonight for observation. So she can not turn up this late or she might have
problems.
She was irritated and I could see
it clearly on her face. It was really cute, if someone would ask me.
With a deep breath I tossed an
idea, ‘would you like to walk with me for the next 6 hours.’ She looked at me
as if I am crazy but there was amusement sparkling in her eyes. ‘We can go
around the town, and can eat some snacks here and there. What do you say?’
‘Is there anything else that we can
do?’ she inquired just casually, as if she didn’t care for an answer. But the
only thing I thought as my reply was ‘well, we can always go back to my place.’
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